Note : For the pupay, feel better you!
For the record, Nino feels like shit.
"You should have let me kill him when I had the chance," Ohno grits from where he's hovered above Nino, fingers careful across Nino's tummy. Nino has his arm thrown over his eyes, if only so he wouldn't have to keep looking at Ohno, at Ohno's worried face as he strokes Nino's belly with soft, inquiring fingers.
"Oh-chan," he breathes, "It's work, stop that, okay?" he says. It's a wonder Ohno didn't just outright complained about their guest dropping a 5kg medicine ball on Nino during filming, or demanded for the entire thing to be cancelled because they all knew and agreed to do it during the pre-filming meeting.
"You could have suffered an internal hemorrage or something, and if you did, I swear to god I will hunt that dick's ass anywhere just so I could kill him." Ohno says, fingertips following the trail of what could only be the start of black and blue bruise forming on Nino's skin. They both know he's okay though; the doctor on standby who checked him right after the shoot said so himself, after all.
Nino gives up trying not to look at Ohno, fingers finding Ohno's wrist at the same time he removes the arm covering his eyes so he can reach out and cup Ohno's jaw. He still looks worried, and Nino feels so undeserving of it as he closes his fingers around Ohno's cheek.
"I'm fine," he says, tugging at Ohno's wrist and guiding Ohno's face down. Their lips meet into a few lingering kisses, Ohno carefully bracing himself above him so he wouldn't crush Nino with his weight. "Quit the worrying, okay? The doc said I'm fine and the bruises will heal in no time so stop that."
"You're in pain," Ohno says, the line of his mouth is marred with uncertainty, with frustration over something they both no he has no control over. "and it's all that damn guy's fault."
"Actually, it's Jun's," he teases, though they both know that it wasn't Jun's fault really. He just made that up when he said Jun could have trade balls with him but the thing was, they couldn't. They each chose the balls themselves, on camera, so it was kind of difficult not to go through with it in the end.
Ohno chuckles and leans down, biting his bottom lip lightly. "I'm just worried, okay? I don't like it when you're in pain, I can't stand it."
Nino nods. "I know," he says, meaning it. He's not sure how else to phrase it, how to use words that won't sound too sappy even in his own ears but he guesses there's no helping it. Ohno loves him so much that he cares about Nino more than he does with himself sometimes, and it's -- it's the most beautiful thing about him. Nino doesn't know if he even deserves it, but that's just the way it is with him and Ohno.
"Maybe you can just think about it this way," he proposes, eyes twinkling with mischief. Ohno kneels up and looks at him expectantly. "Well, the medicine ball he dropped on me was just 5kg, right?"
Nino teases the underside of Ohno's chin with little strokes, grinning. "And you're what, 50 plus kg, right? You're way heavier than that ball and I don't complain when you put your weight on me every goddamn time we -"
Ohno covers his mouth with a palm, muffling everything he is about to say next, looking mighty scandalized.
"Nino, that's different! Oh god, what are you even saying! Jesus -"
He laughs, heartfelt and giddy before tugging at Ohno again to shut him up.
Title : [Drabble Series] Bits and Pieces 2Author : JadeyPairing : Ohmiya Rating : PG - RSummary : “It’s pretty,” Ohno insists, fingers equally insistent around Nino’s wrist. Nino doesn’t feel particularly pretty, and it’s embarrassing that Ohno keeps looking at him – at his chest – saying it’s pretty and sounding like he means it.Disclaimer : fiction, yo!Note : For my lovely Sharon daisukidesu3 Just the story about Ohno’s fascination over every single part of Nino’s body, nothing new, of course.
+( “Let me touch it, just once, and I won’t ask you again,” Ohno says; he looks like he’s this close from tugging Nino’s arm roughly away but is trying to hold himself, for Nino’s sake. Nino rolls his eyes in answer.Collapse )
It's midnight here and after half an hour of staring at Loving you is hard word file, I gave up.
Anyway, just a little bit of something before I'm off to sleep.
This...this is exactly what he came here for. Ohno knows this, of course, of course; how could he not when this is everything he'd been dreaming all his life, when this person makes up everything that made Ohno who he is, then, now, maybe always?
"Oh god, stop looking at me like that," the man says as Ohno shakes his head and does his best to suppress his smile but couldn't. "What?"
Ohno doesn't bother explaining and just leans in, bravely, anticipating the fist to the face afterwards but gets nothing except the hand worming aroudn the back of his head and the delicious gasp escaping the back of the other man's throat.
"Oh -" the man whispers against Ohno's lips and Ohno smiles and smiles and smiles, panting against the other man's mouth and muttering,
"Yes," Ohno breathes, "Yes, that's right. Now kiss me. Please kiss me again." he asks.
The man says nothing but Ohno doesn't need him to, really. It's enough that their lips are the ones doing the talking, at least for now.
Seriously, people, I think I have already established the reason why I am still in this fandom over and over again.
Goddamn that subtle move. RUB IT IN OUR FACES, WHY DON'T YOU, OH-CHAN?
That hand gesture (and the tweets, thanks shoyuko_audris
) made me want to wish (again) that I was there watching these two goof around and touch each other in person. I swear it must be heaven.
And look at Nino's face. SERIOUSLY, LOOK AT NINO'S GODDAMN BLISSFUL FACE /sigh
YEAH, ARASHI; THANK YOU FOR BRIGHTENING UP MY LIFE EVERY DAMN TIME. YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME <3
Sorry I don't have anything witty to say.
But my legs are hurting and I haven't had enough sleep for a few days now. I think my allergy is coming back and I want to strangle my roommate everytime her phone would ring which is every five minutes.
And I watched the first episode of Teen Wolf last night and I loved it and hated it. GODDAMN WHY STILES, WHY?
36 more days before my very much awaited vacation and I'm stressing over the day I will go back to this blasted place. So not cool.
Oh, and writing...
It will still happen even though I'm mostly frustrated about everything I've managed these past few days. Work is stressful and writing is supposed to be my de-stress tool but I'm too busy and I hate it. Sometimes I just want to disappear, but I can't. It's difficult. You hear some things, bad things and you want to unhear them but you can't. I have a lot in my mind and I don't know what to do with them. I hate not being able to know where I'm going, where I'll end up, what I'll be in a few years. I hate that I dont know what I want.
Sorry this post became so melodramatic.
Anway, Ohmiya should be enough to calm me down. I hope.
I know I always complain about how my workplace sucks and my co-workers are bunch of idiots but today, there's none of that. This morning, I came to work as usual and one of our drivers came to greet me and gave me the money he owed me. Ten minutes later, he suffered a heart attack.
Not even half an hour later (after they took him to the nearest hospital), he died.
I came to know that this person lost his wife two years prior, and that he still has 3 children (ages 15, 12 and 9) whom he needs to take care of. Now that he's gone, we wonder how his kids are going to make it through.
I swear I couldn't help but think that nothing really is permanent. One moment you're alive, and the next, you're not. I just hope he's okay now, wherever he is. And that he won't have to suffer anymore.
Thank you for the short one and a half years, Naser Sir. Rest in peace.
TRUMP is now the 45th President of the United States.
DONALD TRUMP IS PRESIDENT.
(Thank you for crushing my dreams into dust.)
/cries ugly tears
So life is pretty much the same. I still have the same urge to kill my co-workers every damn day and the only thing stopping me are the wonderful people distracting me in FB. Right this very minute, I am feeling that urge again. BECAUSE THESE STUPID PEOPLE DECIDED IT IS WONDERFUL TO PAINT THE OFFICE WALLS AT THIS TIME WHEN THEY COULD HAVE DONE IT A FEW HOURS BEFORE WE LEAVE. NOW I'M GOING TO SUFFER THE WHOLE DAY WHEEZING BECAUSE OF THIS FUCKING CHEMICAL SMELL, UGH.
Anyway, 50 days to go and I'll be going home. After that, two more months here and then freedom. I HOPE. I REALLY HOPE FOR IT. IF IT DOESN'T HAPPEN, WELL I GUESS THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO BUT TRY HARDER. IT'S NOT LIKE I CAN JUST GIVE UP, RIGHT?
Wish me luck?
Seven years ago, when I stumbled upon these guys by accident, I didn't think they would be my saving grace in the next coming years. Because they were - they are, until now. Seven years and counting and they could still make me laugh out loud as if I am not struggling with life, that they could still make me giggle despite the fact that we are supposed to be way past that because I should be used to it, used to their stupid antics and dumb faces but no.
And man, I think I'm at this point where I'm pretty certain I'll be an Arashi fan for life.
Thank you, thank you for making life happier. Thank you for being you, you bunch of morons <3 I love you idiots to pieces.
gif snatched (I'm sorry!) from tamagoes
The day is almost over, oh my god, what is this. I apologize for the lateness and I do hope you know, jhing_tearjerky
I hate my life right now. I can't even finish your gift fic /cries.
Anyway, late post is late but it's the thought that counts. I hope that despite the horrible day you and I experienced today, you found a reason to smile. Happy birthday, and I swear to god I love you. I am so thankful that you are brave enought to bridge the gap that night and talked to me :D I will forever be grateful.
Be happy. Today you are officially 40 and you know what they say, life begins at ..... :D
Gift fic will probably be so late so please enjoy these little Sakumoto post.
I love you.( sakumoto is real <3Collapse )
One year has passed since I miraculously stumbled on you, my lovely Sharon daisukidesu3
and man, how lucky could I get, really? You've been one of my pillar of strength this past year and I daresay I wouldn't have made it through if not for you. So thank you. Thank you for being wonderful, for listening to my rants, for believing in me. I love you. I thank God everyday for you, for sending you my way when He knows I needed you most.
Have a blast today and I promise you a proper gift fic later *wink wink* For now, have some Ohmiya videos and a bit of Nino photos to start your day. I love you so much.( Photos and Vids under the cutCollapse )
Title : [Drabble] Drone
Author : Jadey
Rating : PG
Pairing : Sho/Nino, Ohno/Nino, Ohno/Sho/Nino
Summary: He shouldn’t even be here.
Disclaimer : fiction, yo!
Note : So, that part where Sho visited Nino while filming Nino-san? Yes. And sorry, I know this is supposed to Sakumiya but, OTP, you know? :D for the Pupay :D who won't shut up about this pair, hmph!+( He didn’t even bother with the niceties and just slammed the door shut behind them, one hand around Sho’s nape and the other clutching at Sho’s elbow.Collapse )
03 Sept 2016
Di ko alam pano ko to sisimulan, pano ko sasabihin ng di ka mag iisip ng iba o masasaktan. Pero alam mo kasi, ano eh, pagod na pagod na ko. Ang hirap mabuhay ng malayo sa inyo, mahirap din naman na umuwi dyan pero gutom naman tayo pare pareho. Sampung taon na mama eh. Sampung taon na kong nagtitiis sa malayong lugar na to para sa inyo, para sa atin at ang hirap na talaga. Madami nagtatanong sakin kung kelan pa ako dito at pag nalaman nilang ganun na katagal ang sagot sakin, "Ay siguro mayaman ka na. Siguro madami ka ng ipon."
Minsan ang sagot ko, "Kung mayaman na ba ako o maraming ipon, sa tingin nyo bakit andito pa ko?" pero minsan di na lang ako nakibo. Kasi minsan ang sakit sa dibdib eh. Minsan masakit man isipin, nagtitiis ako dito, nagtitiyaga sa lugar na inaapi pang madalas kasi dahil sa inyo. Kasi pag umuwi ako, pano na kayo? Sino magbibigay ng pambili nyo ng pagkain, ng pambayad sa mga bayarin, ng pambili ng gamot ni papa, ni Marlon, pambili ng gatas ng apo nyo, ng baon nya? Sino? Wala naman di ba? Kasi ako lang ang pwede. Kasi ako lang ang inaasahan.
Alam mo ba mama na ang sama sama ng loob ko nung sinabi ni Erwin na uuwi na siya? Kasi mama wala pang kasiguraduhan yung hangad nya na makapag trabaho sa Korea. Eh dito may trabaho naman siya. O di ba nga, ngaun nalaman nya na malamang sa isang taon pa siya makapag exam? Ngayon pati siya iniintindi ko pa. Hindi naman na dapat di ba?
Pero di naman ako nakibo. Sabi ko nga hayaan ko na lang. Sabi ko baka napagod na din kasi siya sa trabaho nya. Sabi ko nalang baka di na talaga kaya. Kaya lang naisip kaya nya ako? Kahit minsan? Na baka si ate pagod na din. Baka di nya na kaya pang momolestya ng amo nya pero nagtitiis kasi wala kaming kakainin. Naisip kaya niya? Ni Marlon? Kayo ni Papa?
Ngayon iniisip ko ung pag uwi ko. Una, syempre gusto ko kayo makita, makasama. Pero patago di ba? Kasi di ako pwedeng umuwi satin. Iniisip ko nga minsan, hanggang ngayon kaya kinakahiya pa ko ni papa? Kahit di naman napatunayan yung kaso kinahiya pa rin ako. Daig ko pa ung nabuntis ng walang asawa, heh. Ang panget lang.
Buti nalang may mga taong mababait na walang dalawang salita na tinanggap ako sa buhay nila, sa tahanan nila. Pano nalang kung wala? Ang saklap talaga.
Nung isang araw kausap ko si Erwin, nagpasalamat siya sa pinadala ko. Tinanong kung okay lang ako, kung kumain na, baka naman nagpadala eh wala ng natira sakin. Di ko lang masabi, inutang ko lang yan muna. Kasi wala pang sweldo. Baka sa linggo pa. Di ko masabi na sa tagal ko dito, ngayon ko lang dinanas magbaon ng sardinas sa lata kesa bumili ng pagkain. Na tinitiis ko nalang mautusan magluto kahit pagod na para libre na ang pagkain. Di ko masabi eh. Di ko alam kung mahihiya ako o magagalit. Kaya di ko nalang sinabi.
Nag message ka kanina. Sabi mo tawagan naman kita kasi namimiss mo na boses ko. Oo nga. Ako din naman. Miss na miss ko na ang boses mo. Miss na miss na kita. Kaso baka pag tumawag ako malaman mo na hindi ako maayos. Baka umiyak na naman ako. Baka mabisto mo pa ko. Ayoko nun. Kaya saka nalang ako tatawag. Pag medyo okay na ko, ha?
Mag ingat kayo diyan. Ikaw wag ka masyado nagpapagod. Wag ka masyado pakunsumi sa mga anak mo, kay papa. Yaan mo na sila. Matatanda na yang mga yan. Wag mo na intindihin. Malapit na nga pala ang birthday mo. Pag may extra ako na pera, padalan kita ng pang inasal mo. Treat mo sarili mo ha. Ikaw lang. Tapos inggitin mo sila paguwi mo. Para masaya.
Ilang buwan nalang naman magkikita na tayo. Sana pag dumating yung araw na un, hindi na ganito ang pakiramdam ko. Gusto ko haharap ako sayo na masaya. Yung hindi nagdadrama. Kahit walang pera, hehe.
Sige na. Sinisipon na ko dito sa pag iyak. Baka mahuli pa ko ng amo ko sigawan pa ko. Mag iingat nalang kayo diyan.
I love you. I miss you.
Everything is on hold until I finish my assignment which is due on.... 27, yeah, 5 days to go, I'm so screwed. But hey, it's okay. I'm sure it will be.
Also, went to the hospital last week, seemed like my blood pressure is fucked so now I am taking maintenance medicine. But my lab results turned out fine so the doctor is saying that this damn thing is work related. Stress. Why am I not surprised? So yes. I started having this headache a few weeks back when my boss started taunting me again. Three days before my blood pressure almost killed me, he tried touching my boobs. So this is my life.
Work contract will finish on February. And I go home for a vacation on December. I told myself I'll just stick with this until then so I won't have any more trouble than what I already have. It's going to be hell looking for another job when I come back and not renew my contract here but it's that or kill myself over this stupid no nonsense work.
I wish I could just go and fly to another country. Not the Philippines because it sucks there. Especially since I can no longer look for a job because of my age. Or marry someone who will let me write to my heart's content and will feed me. LOLS
well, I guess that's about it for now. Gonna go back to hiding while waiting for the Japonism leaks to come.
CrossoversOnce in this borrowed forever ( 1 - 2 - 3 )(Written for the Arashi Exchange 2015 for steffilinos)Pairing:
Kisarazu Cat's EyesSummary:
“Seriously, you’re a moron,” he grits out, curling his palm into hard fists, and digging his fingernails against his own skin in lieu of swinging his arm and hitting Bussan till his knuckles bleed because he can’t. Because despite the fact that Bussan is alive now
, and not dead like they thought he was when they left him behind the hospital morgue earlier, he’s still
dying.Melts in Your Mouth ( 1 - 2 - 3 )Pairing:
Ohmiya / Sakumoto / Arashi-Hey Say Jump Rating:
Hey Say JumpSummary:
The suggestion might have been shockingly unexpected but the idea itself, if he is going to be completely honest about it, isn’t.Non ArashiBetPairing:
Park Yoochun / Kim Junsu Rating:
Tohoshinki (JYJ)Lights OutPairing:
Park Yoochun / Kim Junsu Rating:
Park Yoochun / Kim Junsu Rating:
Tohoshinki (JYJ)Missing YouPairing:
Park Yoochun / Kim Junsu Rating:
Tohoshinki (JYJ)I Am My Own ManPairing:
Samuel / Angus Rating:
Arcadia Series (2nd Series: Ruling The Pit)
Note : Once, long ago, when I first watched Arashi's Aozora PV Making, I wanted to write something. I'm not sure why I didn't though. Maybe because of Ohmiya. I still wouldn't probably write it today.
Drabble : Bestfriend knows best
Pairing : Sakumiya bffery/ Ohmiya
"A penny for your thoughts?" Sho asks, as Sho's arms worm around him from behind. Nino chuckles half-heartedly, unsure of what to say.
"Make it a dollar and maybe I'll think about it," he says, curling his fingers around Sho's hands, feeling them shake. "or maybe I won't at all," he adds, quietly; he can't help but keep his gaze off of Ohno who is still crouched on the ground, still playing around with Aiba and the girls.
"You're staring at him," Sho tells him matter-of-factly, nodding at their bandmates' general direction and Nino will laugh it off if it's not for the fact that he also feels like crying.
"At Jun-kun?" he asks, jerking in suprise when Aiba lights another firecracker, he and Ohno jumping backwards at the same time, squealing. Like bunch of kids, to be honest. "Sure. I'm jealous at his hair. Are you sure I can't ask our stylist for that same hairstyle too?"
"I know what you're saying, Sho-chan," he says, softly, under his breath, squeezing Sho's hands and meaning it to be reassuring. It might not look like it but he hopes Sho will be kind enough to let it go, especially when the simple fact that he's here and Ohno is there, close but not close enough for him to make out Ohno's features in the semi-darkness is killing him. "please don't."
"Did something happen?" Sho asks.
"Nothing that should worry you, Mother," he teases, though his voice sounds scratchy, breathy, even in his own ears. "so please cut it out."
"You were fine earlier," Sho says, squeezing him hard; Nino wants to weep, to tell Sho exactly what is wrong but he's not sure how to say them, where to begin. "when we were filming together. So what happened?"
"Sho-chan, please -"
"And Satoshi-kun was acting weirdly too," Sho says, "is there something you want to tell me?"
He shakes his head, but the words are spilling out of his mouth before he can even stop them. "He said he's in love with me," he whispers, chest heaving hard. The familiar tug is there, the happiness and the equal dreadness of finally hearing the words he never thought he'd ever hear is there too but knowing that he did the unthinkable by walking away the second after is what's gnawing at him at every turn.
Sho's arms tighten visibly around him. "Oh, Nino."
"He said he loves me," he continues, voice shaking uncontrollably. "that he's in love with me, something I've wanted to hear from him for years but - but you know what I did, Sho-chan? I walked away. I walked off without saying anything, without acknowledging him, and his feelings," he says, feels Sho tugging him in till his back is pressed firmly against Sho's front. "I'm so fucking stupid."
"You're not," Sho says, pressing a kiss against the top of his head. Sometimes, Nino wonders why he can't love Sho the way he loves Ohno, then figures there must be an even bigger reason than the fact that despite the closeness, despite Sho's arms branded around him protectively, he doesn't feel as though he's drowning. Only Ohno can do that to him, because Ohno simply needs to look at him for his heart to start racing, the way Sho's closeness never would. "you're just scared and that's - that's just understandable. I mean, of course you have every reason to be afraid, to be shocked, but it shouldn't ruin your chance to be happy. Satoshi-kun loves you, and that in it's simplicity should be reason enough for you to trust that somehow, you both can do this, together."
For a moment there, he can't speak, though it doesn't escape him when Ohno is suddenly glancing at their direction and leaving the spot he is sitting at next to Aiba. HIs heart starts racing again. "You make it sound so simple," he says, eyes following Ohno's movements.
Sho chuckles and before he realizes it, Sho has let him go. It's not surprising that he is still coherent enough to pay attention, especially when Ohno is walking fast, closer and closer, and stops when they are just a few feet apart.
Ohno's eyes are so soft and his smile is so beautiful it hurts. He is also reaching his hands out, trusting Nino to take them. Nino doesn't dare move until he feels himself get pushed forward Ohno has to hold him steady lest he'll stumble.
"Maybe because I know that it is," is the last thing he hears from Sho before Ohno's hands take his, warm and firm.
"Nino, do you want to light one more?" Ohno asks, his tone light and kind. Nino wants to kiss him. "I saved one for you."
He smiles, knows that maybe, probably, he can do that later. In private. For now, he has Ohno's hands in his, and Ohno's smile to get him through the night.
"I'd feel bad if you didn't," is what he says before he lets Ohno pull him.
Title : [Drabble] Find your way back( It"s half past two and Nino can"t sleep. He tiptoes out of the living room as quietly as he could manage it, badly needing a smoke. He slides the glass door leading outside, inhaling gratefully. Despite the lateness of the hour, Tokyo is still brimming with lights, the city looking alive as ever. He steps out, whipping his cigarette out and stops.Collapse )
Author : Jadey
Rating : PG
Pairing : Ohmiya
Summary : But sometimes, just sometimes, when Ohno is close to him like this and he can just make out the shadow of uncertainty, the mark of regret marring the corners of Ohno's mouth, Nino can't help but wish for things to be different.
Note : OMG guys, I'm back :DDD I'm finally done with my NinoEx assignment, yay!
Oh my god you guys, this post is a few days late but I'm still doing this because you people are amazing <3 During the recently held Arashi Fic Awards, four of my fics, FOUR! IMAGINE THAT, made it to the shortlist and three of them won, oh god, I'm so happy. I was in the middle of packing stuffs (since we've just recently moved to another place) and jhing_tearjerky
was kind enough to send me updates.
The first I saw was this.
MARKS took the BEST OHMIYA AWARD, OH MY FUCKING GOD, THAT'S INSANE!!!! I mean, what? I was like, okay, I'm done. I don't care about the others, my fic won the Best Ohmiya fic award, omg, omg, omg. You guys won't even believe how many OMGs I uttered during the day, but yeah, it was a lot. I was so happy about Marks winning because, come on, look at those amazing fics it was competing against, right? And god, the percentage of the voting. My brother was like, Oh, that's why you're grinning like a creep. And I was. :DDDD i don't care, Marks won. Best Ohmiya fic. That was crazy.
So I told the Empress I was gonna leave to transfer a few of my things to the new place but before I left, she sent me this.
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. /screams
Okay, so it took me like half an hour before I stopped shaking XD but yeah. Waaa, what is this?! THis is crazy! I mean, last year Book of Tears won this category too, then now it's IN TIME XDDDDD God, I don't even know how I managed to keep it together but yes, I have to.
I was two minutes away from leaving when she sent me this.
HOLY CRAP, ANOTHER ONE FOR IN TIME. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. I swear to the lord I was in tears when I saw this, laughing and crying at the same time you guys have no idea how this made me happy.
And then like maybe four hours later, I came back. My phone beeped..
The Empress had 2 more for me.
This was the first.
HOLY SMOKES. PLAYGROUND. MY PERSONAL FAVORITE. /cries happy tears
Whatever I did to deserve these I have no idea but you guys must know I was insanely happy that day. One of the most memorable day of my life.
And then, the last one. THe last one, you guys. I swear the Empress made seeing it a hell of a lot worse :DDDDD with her side comments and all.
W-What? jade_lil?? Best author? You're kidding! But waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh, it's true. Oh god, it seriously felt like I won in the Ms. Universe, hahahaha. But to beat those other wonderful authors? Me? Wow. I just. It's crazy, I'm telling you.
So yeah. I want to thank you wonderful and patient people who voted, and even those who didn't but read my fics just the same. I hope you enjoy them :D And to my regular readers, I know I haven't been around these past few months but life is just really tough these days. But I'll make it through, and I will come back with more for you guys, I promise.
For now, please know that these awards made me feel even more glad to be in this fandom. YOU GUYS ARE THE ABSOLUTE BEST AND I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH.
Another big hug and thank you to arafanficaward
for her hard work. She's so amazing, really.
Hugs you all.
Note : Snippets in my head that don't make sense.
"Tell me something," Nino says. It took Ohno a long moment to realize what he's being asked because he's too busy staring at Nino's fingers shuffling the cards.
"I love you," he says the first thing that came to mind.
Nino doesn't even lift his eyes from the cards, but Ohno saw it anyway. The way the corners of Nino's lilt into a would-be smile as he shuffles the card, the pink tainting his cheeks. He doesn't anything but Ohno doesn't need him to. He just reaches over and slides a tender thumb across Nino's cheek and repeats the words just high enough for Nino to hear.
Ohno knows he should pay attention - the interviewer looks like she's already considering throwing the questionnaire at his face but he can't be bothered to pretend she's got his undivided attention when Nino is pressed warmly to his side. "Answer her," Nino says and Ohno finds himself shifting to his side so he can look at Nino, finds himself hooking his chin against Nino's shoulder and mumbling, "You,"
Nino giggles at this and promptly tells him to quit goofing around even when his arm he worms around Ohno's back and keeps it there.
Another epic episode of Arashi ni Shiyagare, too many epic moments, esp for ze otp XDD
So, without further ado, onto the caps!( BECAUSE ARASHI <3Collapse )
oh, and by the way, Happy birthday, dear Kino lover_youshould
! I hope you have a blast today :D
I'm sorry I've been having such a huge block this past few weeks, I'm sorry.
Note : based on Arashi's Aozora Pedal PV Making and kind of inspired by Sekamuzu Episode 4
He watches the way Nino carefully brushes Jun's bangs away from his forehead while he is straddling Jun's hips, laughing like no one is looking; it shouldn't bother him, watching Nino so intimately parks himself across Jun's body as if he doesn't care who's around to see it, but it does.
It does and he hates it.
He doesn't wait to find out what happens next. He's off to excuse himself the first chance he gets.
"He was supposed to act like it didn't bother him, when he rejected her," Nino tells him when they find themselves waiting their turn. Aiba is off to charm one of the girls while Jun takes the opportunity to check his face in the mirror. Sho is doing a fairly good impersonation of a crappy actor and obviously minutes away from pissing the director off. They've been at that particular scene for ages and until now, Sho can't still get it right.
"Ah," he says, not bothering sparing Nino a glance. "of course. You were the one who suggested this story, afterall," he says.
"What's wrong, Oh-chan?" Nino asks, his voice thin and he sounded a little weird. It makes things in his chest tight knowing that despite his lame attempt to keep this stupid feelings all to himself, he can't, because Nino can still see right through him.
He bites the inside of his cheeks and wishes he doesn't complicate things by saying things he doesn't mean to say even though he really does. Especially when those feelings are what's keeping him up some nights, thinking about them.
"Nothing," he lies, keeping his gaze locked on Sho's back. It doesn't escape him that Sho's shoulders look stiff even from where he is. "Just tired, I guess,"
"You've been avoiding me," Nino returns, blunt as ever. "Don't lie. You're not good at it,"
He won't even if he wants to anyway, he wants to tell Nino but keeps himself from saying it. "Was it something I did?" Nino says, pressing closer till their shoulders are touching that he finds himself wanting to recoil at that simple touch. It's not surprise as much as the electrifying sensation that comes with the briefest contact, his heart racing before he can stop it.
He turns then, raising his head in time to find Nino's eyes are on him, and just that, just that simple glance throws his heartbeat into chaos. He wonders then, while looking at the worry creasing Nino's forehead, at the concern behind Nino's eyes, how it's so easy to let himself believe it'll work out somehow, even though it probably won't.
He loves Nino so much, afterall, but loving him hurts in all the possible ways too.
No; it's because I love you so much it hurts.
He doesn't say anything, can't say anything, until he feels the press of Nino's fingertips across his cheek, the skin beneath his eyes before he hears Nino's voice, and realizes he voices his thoughts out loud afterall.
"Oh-chan, I'm so sorry,"
It's cheesy. You've been warned.
The light of the lamp on his side of the bed dimmed at the same time he turned the page of his script and looked up.
It was Sho.
“You do know I’m reading here, right?” he sniffed, frowning; Sho simply shrugged and crossed the short distance between them before Sho leaned down to kiss the top of his head, one hand grabbing the script book out of his hand and the other going around the back of his neck to steady him.
“It’s three in the fucking morning, Jun,” Sho breathed, pulling himself upright and carefully putting the script book next Jun’s phone sitting on the nightstand before pulling Jun’s eyeglasses off of him. “Do that tomorrow, or later today, for fuck’s sake,”
Jun rubbed his tired eyes, only vaguely aware that he was being moved until he did so, finding himself lying on his back, Sho next to him as Sho carefully tugged him into Sho’s arms. He hummed, comfortably throwing his arm over Sho’s waist as Sho pulled the covers up on them.
“I have filming the day after tomorrow,” he mumbled into the soft, worn-out fabric of Sho’s shirt, too damn sleepy to feel properly annoyed that Sho had successfully stopped him from memorizing his lines, again. “If I mess up in the filming, I’m totally blaming you,”
Sho tugged him closer, felt Sho’s lips – soft and warm and familiar – against the side of his temple and whispered, “I’d gladly take all the blame, I promise. For now, rest, okay?”
He wasn’t sure if he even answered. He was out like a light the moment after.
: [Drabble] Like a fairytale, but notAuthor
: Matsumiya (bff-ery), Ohmiya, Sakumoto, Gen Arashi friendshipRating
: They don't even make it to the backstage before Jun is sauntering to the guests wearing his fiercest scowl to date. Nino wonders if he should be worried because it sure looks like Jun is about to either claw the guest's eyes out or bash his head against the nearest wall but it's difficult when he is also trying his hardest to keep Ohno from doing the same.Disclaimer
: fiction, desu!Note
: because Kat is feeling down, drabble for her! Based on that latest VS Arashi
+( He can"t help it, he laughs, happy and giddy as he folds his arms around Ohno, kisssing the tips of Ohno"s nose. "It"s part of the game, you old twit," he says, "please don"t tell me you didn"t know we were supposed to do it like that?"Collapse )
So apparently, Sakuraiba shippers are upset about Sho's otonaha entry. Which was about Jun. And Jun's drama, 99.9. And the recent earthquake. Why? Because the entry screams of Sakumoto love. Why they are upset? Because Sho wasn't gushing about his eternal love for Aiba-shi.
I thought this fandom is filled with mature people. But apparently, I'm wrong.
But anyway, if you shippers think that hating on Sho will change one damn thing about his entry, you're kidding yourself. We shippers are all delusional, I get that, I totally, completely understand that because I do feel the same way with Ohmiya but to feel upset about a member's blog entry about another member? I think that's just pathetic. And to be honest, stupid.
Sorry not sorry.
I'm not saying this because I AM a Sakumoto shipper. Because I do think that shipping pairings aside, Arashi members care about each other, love each other, take care of each other the way they know how. And we all know that Sho is Arashi's resident mother. He cares. Not just for Jun or for Aiba. He cares about everyone, about Leader and Nino and even probably Jun's bonsai at home. Or Aiba's stray pets, Nino's back pain, Leader's eating habits. It's his nature. He cares. Don't freaking hate on him just because he didn't mention Aiba in his entry. Maybe he will tomorrow. Maybe he won't. Who cares.
I don't even know why I'm writing this. I'm so fucking annoyed.